This is for Speedy-B, the kid who means the most to me.
I really wish the last two years would have been that happy life comedy I was hoping we would have; I am so sorry that the last two years have been filled with nothing but tears, because I couldn’t stop crying about how much those hurtful words broke everything that once was me, because I failed in two years to prove them wrong
I really hate that this is what it will become, but whatever… I gave given up on having any control of anything… because whatever it was destined to be, that is what it will be… no matter which direction I take it, if there is such thing as destiny… then no matter what I do, because no matter my path, all roads will lead me to Rome.
… I gave up and said I would accept it and no longer try to change it.
If I have a destiny whatever I make it, or it becomes…
… it will end up being exactly the way things were meant to be.
This Attempt We Will CALL: